This novel is going to be the death of me.
I was so eager to start this story when I first came up with the idea, but now that I’ve started writing it, not so much.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m really starting to get into the story and my momentum is picking up as I leave myself notes to check this and retcon that, but… I don’t know. I think this might not have been the best story for NaNoWriMo.
For one thing, it’s not really in my usual genre.
For another, I didn’t really have the outline cemented down. Oh, I know what happens – or at least what I think is going to happen – and I even have an end scene. Some things aren’t happening exactly when I had them planned, but as long as everything does happen (and I have a list of stuff that needs to happen) then it’s all good.
But there are some things that are just not well thought out.
Like the bad guy.
The antagonist’s motivation and back story were never finalized so I’m having a bit of trouble making the story make sense. Some of my brainstorming for it was way too far fetched for this, although might work in a different story so I’m saving the notes, because, you know, I don’t have nearly enough plot bunnies.
So I’m still trying to get a handle on why he does the things he does. I think jealousy is part of it. And the fact that he’s power-hungry. (Aren’t all villains?)
But I think I really need to ditch the part that he’s some sort of ancient evil being who is trapped in a human form and drains people’s life force so he can live forever. Yeah. That and body-hopping into the body of his own eldest son down through the centuries. Yep. That needs to go too. And possibly the part about summoning a demon.
(Actually, I also created some back story for the protagonist that is a bit too far fetched as well, but I’m going to just run with it for now and take it out in revision, as it doesn’t really impact the story line enough to worry about it this round.)
I also need to figure out exactly how and why the protagonist’s father died. That’s kind of important because it involves the antagonist and his motives – which aren’t finalized yet.
Solve one and I’ve solved the other.
And there’s an aunt that may never make it into the story. She’s kind of tied into the antagonist, but I’m not seeing her as really being necessary, so she may not make an appearance after all. (Pity – she’s kind of interesting.)
So, yeah. I wish I’d done more to nail down the details of the outline.
But on the other hand, I’m learning to just trust the process. Just keep writing, and trust that sooner or later everything will fall into place.
*Pantser: one who writes without an outline, who writes by the seat of his/her pants