Have you ever finished a big project and suddenly found yourself feeling lost? You spend so much time and energy and focus on a project and then suddenly it’s done and there’s a huge void, no matter how many projects are waiting their turn.
That’s sort of where I am right now. Yesterday, courtesy of a wonky internet that kept disconnecting, I finally finished going through the last book of the Academy of the Accord series (not counting the very incomplete prequel) and now I’m sort of like, “What do I do now?”
I mean, there’s a long way to go on it yet – I’ve barely made a dent in the project but still…
What do I do next?
Do I keep working on the Academy of the Accord? If so, do I start by printing Book 1 and going through it and taking notes for the concordance? Or do I go through the books that are already printed (from many years ago) and see what I might have changed in them and make the changes to the files before I print them. Or maybe do both, since the printed ones start at Book 5 or so?
Or do I take a break from the series to work on something else? I mean, one of my goals for this year was to release Onyx Sun and I pretty much haven’t touched it. (Yeah, I know. It’s only the first day of March.)
And a friend is not-so-patiently waiting for another Elven Bard novel.
And there are an unknown (because I’m scared to actually count them) number of Works in Progress and Plot Bunnies waiting in the wings. (Seriously, I could write and release a book a year and live to be a hundred and still have more to go.)
But will I even be able to work on something else since I seem to be on fire for it at the moment for some reason?
And I’d really like The Academy of the Accord to see the light of day before I die and I’m not getting any younger.
Of course, that goes for the rest of the Elven Bard novels, Onyx Sun, the Other Mages trilogy, and a host of other books and trilogies in various stages of completion, too.
But on a brighter note, I’m pretty sure I’ve just talked myself into continuing with The Academy of the Accord. I’ll get Book One printed soon and in the meantime I’ll start looking through what’s been sitting on my shelf for years.
Here’s to living to be a hundred and twenty…
2 responses to “Now What?”
I’m afraid I’ve never really felt this way, but that could be because I just tend to feel lost in general, lol. Here’s to taking on your next big project!
Definitely. I call this feeling Project Crash. :) Another project helps to get over it…at least it helps me. Sometimes I need to take a moment to let myself feel the success as well as the crash. Hoping you find creative sparks in unexpected places which help get through this (hugs)